Does he really mean it?

oket so this weekend i whent to a bat mitzvah and it was a sleepover the guy that i like is like the guy that every girl in the grade likes so we talked on im once and i told him who every girl in the grade likes and he told me who every boy in the grade likes he swore not to tell anyone anything so i belived him. so on saturday morring all the girls were mad at me because they said he made a list of who all the girls like and gave it to the boys and he said i gave it to him ( i did ) so then the girls whent crazy in the bathroom they wanted to like kill me so the girls house that i was staying at said its okey just go to the party this aftrnoon at her house and pretend like nothing happend i was about to go in the party then i started crying so the boy came to me and tryed saying srry but i ran away i whent to the bathroom 2 of my freinds came in and said just talk to him so we did he said sorry and it looked like he realy ment it but this happend before with me and him wat should ido